DragonsThe red dawn of Martian mistTwists and scurries through her hair Dragons and demons fight within Holding back the scream for years Just barely below the surface Holding it down Wishing she could let it go She knows the scream Would never stop Go on forever and ever Blotting out the sun Scare the others She stands alone and sturdy Watching from the mist They don't see her They never did A stranger to her own Snakes and serpents in her brain Squirming amidst the dragons and demons Snakes and toads ugly slimy That is the mind she carries with her Holding down the scream The scream of ages Always alone Tired now she can't keep up Can't get away Screaming Serpents and dragons Squirming and growing She breaks .....�esp |
This DayThis day she says�I will doShe does not She waits Tomorrow she says I will do It comes and goes She waits Another month goes by A year or two She waits Peering out the window Afraid to do She waits Someone will see if she goes Afraid to go She waits No one comes to see her die Thus ends another day She lingers alone.....�esp |
DesolationDesolation is all my eyes can seeThe red fuzzy light of this planet blurs The agony of this existence As far as the eye can see Desolation Once it was a lush green oasis Now a barren harsh land Twisted light streaming down Blurred fuzzy red desolation Barren and alone as I am Life was once here Laughing playing alive Gone now can't find it anymore Anguish of being Wanting to stop living it But not die What would make me smile? What could cause joy to leap? Being left alone for a while? Left alone to weep? Can't get it back Emptiness Annihilation....�esp |
DisposableSo sorry I am such a painI try not to see or speak I know I am a pain I exist for you in some other world Another astral plane To have but never touch "My Mom" Unreal, unknown, owned Paper floating on the wind Finally I have come to know That I am so much a pain Simply because I am--I exist When I die please burn me up And throw me away To the four winds In life I was a throwaway Fitting�. How much more so in death��esp |